broken

BROKEN. This is what i feel like, like my smile doesnt work, that im not okay. I feel torn apart and stepped on.. I dont know what do to. I feel at the lowest in my life. Im broken. My heart is in peices which can not be put back together. I need Help. Lord I call out please help me. Lord please help. Take me into your arms... I need you more then ever. I feel worse than i look......

do you know?

Dance was once a huge part of my life, and then I gave it up. I gave up because i didnt feel thin enough. Didnt feel pretty enough, did not think that I could do it anymore. I look back and wish that the flame was still going strong. I pray that God would bring it back to me, the coals are still hot, i just need to feed the coals with fuel and start dancing again, not caring about who is watching or what one person is going to say. It is beautiful in Gods eyes because its a passion that was put into my life.