My Biggest Dream

Well This is HawkNelson, This band inspires me, to practice me guitar, sit down with a pen and peice of paper and create music. Music is my second Love, Its right up there under God and my Family. So Its really my third Love in life. I was able to see HawkNelson live this past weekend. It was amazing. Sing along to their songs, hope and dream that one day I too will be preforming. Infront of the crowds at YC, that is my biggest dream. And only God knows if that will happen, It is in his hands and I trust him to do as what is right. As much as id love to be up there infront of people. if not then its something that I will live with even though I wont lie. Id probley be upset that my biggest dream never came true. Ive dreamed of making music since a young age. I only hope that someone would like my music enough to sign me. Well that is my blurb of the day. That is my biggest dream that I have just made known to the world.

Crazy Things

Well so this long weekend has been an interesting long weekend. Saturday morning before work I received a phone call from someone I least expected to hear from, Kristopher. Well as soon as he started to talk I knew something was not right. His voice was cracking, I could tell he was crying, or so it seemed to be. The words that I made out were this, "Ami???Casey's hurt.......the tractor exploded." Thats all I could understand. I hung up the phone and sat there. I did not know what to think, what to do, I prayed and asked God why Casey? That family has been through so much and now this, what are you trying to tell them Lord? Those are some of the questions that ran through my head. My heart sank that day, i didnt want to do anything but i pushed myself through and fought a battle through prayer. Today I went to visit him. Third degree burns to both legs and his right arm. Second degree burns to his face. I walked in and I didnt know what to say, it was like my voice was taken from me. To see his face, I wanted to cry for him but there were no tears. I walked into the room to see him sitting there in pain, i looked into his eyes and all i saw was pain and fear. The first words were, "God knows what hes doing" Which seemed very odd to me. Ive never heard Casey once talke about God, It made my soul happier at that moment. The thing that happened was Devon was the one who usually works for the farmer down the road and got a temporary job helping some farmers plant grain and canola so is taking a few weeks off. Kris was going to take the job but it conflicted with his other full time job. Devon was left and said hed do it. So Friday morning woke up eager to work, drove down the road to the feild, parked the truck and hopped into the tractor, went to go start the tractor when it didnt start, it exploaded from under him and burst into flames. The impact from the blow threw him out that back window(or where the thick pane of glass was suppposed to be but had shattered along time ago) The tractor was hooked up to a cultivator where his left leg got stuck. He managed to pull his leg free, ripping handfulls of burned skin from his leg. Drug himself to his truck, and drove for their home where he was then rushed to the hospital. Doctors say it was a good thing he wore shorts that morning, if he had decided to wear pants he would most likely now have prostetic legs. Casey is 14, trusting in God and all I can do is pray. Encourage him, and tell him he looks good even though half his face is burnt. Well that is the story of my may long weekend. Now all I can do is ask those of you who are reading to pray. As Casey is starting to become depressed. Pray that God will give him the strength to get through this all. Thanks! Love you all!
AMI

life at this moment

So life has been crazy this past week, I havent had a day off in awhile yet, im looking forwards the coming sunday as it will be my first day off, no work, just getting to hang out with the family and have a day to be with them , as i work nights and i never get to see them other than if i am awake before the kids go to school . It really sucks but oh well what can you do i have a job which is making my money to return to fgbc which i am looking forwards to! Yay I cant wait to go back there, but first i am excited to see where my journey is headed over the summer!

HOME AND WANTING TO LEAVE

Well I dont know if it is a good thing but I have been home for a week now and I really want to go back to Eston. My second home for the next four years of my life. I love it there, I lvoe everything about that place, the people not only in the school but also in the town itself. Life has been crazy busy since I came home, I travelled all day Monday from Eston to Slave and then started work Tuesday morning bright and early. Unfortunantly I had to quit at Extra Foods for a better job. I was only getting 3-4 hours a day and 4 days a week so I decided for the best of it I would take a full time job that was 8 hours a day 5-6 days a week. So I start that on this coming monday. I am excited I will be a waitress at a nice restaraunt called HearthStone Grille. Well yes I love being home and seeing my parents and siblings everyday but I miss classes as weird as that seems. The late night talks I shared with some amazing people. Things that I have to look forwards to in the fall I can not wait it excites me. Well My sister gets home in a little over a week now and I can not wait to see her. I have not seen her since January First when I started FGBC. We have many stories to tell and Im excited for that. Well I am glad to be home and at the same time I can not wait to go back to school. This summer is exciting for me I can not wait to see what God has instore for me. It will be one amazing journey that I can not wait to take. Well I am falling asleep as i write this and waiting for a phone call but I think I will go to bed seeing how i worked all week and that im behind on my sleep as it is. Later